I Saw I Heard I knew

After a few months i decided to write again. Suddenly i kind of missing this site so much. Im busy. Im not sure if that word suit my reason but then thats the only word in my mind. I went to some greetings thats almost weeping me, Im solving my life problem, thats really pressuring me. Well... I get over it but not totally clean. Sigh... Life without trust is like living with no mercy. Yeah, I live in there.

MY FIRST POEM :)

I once realize concerning love versus crush.
It seems that crush is so great.
You steal my heart effortlessly.
Just in case we feel the same way, we both knew that everything was too late.
But then, should I tell you the way I felt?

The boundary was there and we never cross them.
Even one word that you speak to me can last for a day in my heart.
And that's why every day I am waiting for you to appear on my screen.
With hope I will have another word in my heart.

Because I am insecure, the feelings that I had, I have to lay them really deep in my heart.
This, I swear sealed with care.



WHAT'S WRONG WITH YOU AUNTY??

Busy body behavior really disturb me. My intention is so that she will stop looking at me like I’m flirting kind of person. Some people really have a stupid minded. What’s wrong if I make friend with a lot of people? It’s not me to choose to be visited all the time during office hours. And then I know them true to me. It’s all about friendship. They meet me just to have a chit chat at my desk. Maybe they confortable talking to me. So what?? Especially with opposite sex. It’s not like I’m going to bed with each and every one of them. To void this busybody aunty, I told her that I’m married (which is I am NOT). That’s the biggest mistake I made. Within a few days everyone in the office knew that I am married. She had been selling my words to her to everyone she meet. When they come back to me to clarify I was blunt. That aunty really had a big mouth. I think that is her nature since she talked non-stop from morning to the evening during office hours. Lesson learned. Next time just bare with what she think of me. NEVER say anything personal to her else the whole world will know. Who cares about YOUR religion which is saying its not nice to be seen when a girl close to a boy when they're not married! Come on! Respect others! Nevertheless, they all my friends.