IT'S THE END OF 2010

Age to me means nothing before. I can't get old; I'm working. I felt young when I was twenties and out of work. As long as you're in your twenties, you stay young. When I'm in front of the TV, watching my favourite dramas, looking at the cute and pretty faces, all that love and vitality sweeps over me and I got reminded about my age. I kept on saying “he/she’s (referring to the actors/actress) so young…” knowing that they were born in 1985 and above and without I realized that I’m growing out of my twenties. I felt the different. All changes are more or less tinged with melancholy, for what I’m leaving behind is part of myself. That was sad. Look back, everything I want in life has a price connected to it. There's a price to pay if I want to make things better, a price to pay just for leaving things as they are, a price for everything. I don’t really satisfy for what I did. But, thanks God, at the very last moment I made a wise turn for myself. At least I have produced a piece of happiness for myself. As end of this year is more meaningful and remarkable, my New Year's resolution is not to look back and regret all the faults but to move forward calmly. I must continue with my dreams. Old age isn't so bad when you consider the alternative since I didn't get old on purpose, it just happened.

"The past is a good place to visit, but I wouldn't want to live there"

Merry Christmas and Happy New Year, everyone! God bless.

He’s Beautiful

The most outstanding drama I watched in 2010

I'M A DREAMER

I have a dream. The invariable mark of a dream is to see it come true. Just the matter that when will it be?  Wise people saying that when we are dreaming alone it is only a dream. When we are dreaming with others, it is the beginning of reality.

i love his hair style

M-E-M-O-R-I-E-S

Memory is a way of holding onto the things you love, the things you are, the things you never want to lose. It hurt the most. That’s why I can’t live with memories. God writes a lot of dramas... the trouble is, he stuck with so many bad actors.



TENNESSEE WILLIAMS (THOMAS LANIER)

said, “There is a time for departure even when there's no certain place to go.” And I say, “Never be afraid to try something new. Only there we have the courage to start.”



IM INTO MEXICAN

That was five years ago and that was my first bite of Mexican bun. The taste is not that luscious for me. Am wondering why the queue was so long at the bakery. The smell is good, very tempting actually. That was the very first and never the second. Not until a few weeks back. I tried it one more time. That maybe because I don’t know what to have for my breakfast. At that moment, I think I've discovered the secret of life - you just hang around until you get used to it ;p

Suddenly the taste of butter and coffee was so enticing.

Picture courtesy from auntyyochana



LOVE IS

by 4Men. One of my favourite track in Oh! My Lady drama. The song is actually in Hangul and here is the translation for the song. Heart whisper... "Sometimes it scares me, I’m afraid to hurt you like I am, I fell a bit awkward and i lack a lot of things but, Please wait for me" - Dream slowly...

I’m walking around
Why am i so exited
I keep looking at the mirror, touching my hair
I’m a bit weird

My bust days feel just like a picnic
When you hold me
I forget everything for a moment
I feel like I’m in a different world
Your bright personality and the way you speak
You’re very special

With you it’s alright
You make me laugh
Even my wounded heart
Smiles when I look at you

And I do the same as you
I smile just like you do
I also want to be
the person that you like

Sometimes it scares me
I’m afraid to hurt you like I am
I fell a bit awkward and i lack a lot of things but
Please wait for me

My childish thoughts, and my frustrated heart
I’ll try and match them to you

With you it’s alright
You make me laugh
Even my wounded heart
Smiles when I look at you

And I do the same as you
I smile just like you do
I also want to be
the person that you like

Seems like my tears are coming
I think think I can understand this love
My heart goes faster then my legs
I’m getting closer to you

Just wait for me a bit more, just a bit more
With every little step
I become a good person