WHAT IS GOING ON???

If a girl or boy is making you feel this way, you might be wondering, "What is going on?" Well, it sounds like you have a crush. I am not sure if that long time ago is my first crush with him. Yeah, maybe… a little crush. Seeing him again after a long time apart that feeling can’t be ignored. Every time I feel like avoiding him and yet I want to see him that much. Noticing this feeling really make me stumped! It sneaks up to me and — wow — what was that? The sad thing is it makes me regrets the path that I walked for three years. The path that I said “not according to plan”. I wish somebody could steer my feeling before and tell me “There are lots of men like him. The more you put up with it, the more savage he will be. If you have no other rice to eat, then you must swallow this bitterness. But in your case you have your profession.” – taken from one of the novel that I read. I have my profession. Secure and good enough to make my life happy without him.

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