I SHOULD BE SO LUCKY

by Kylie Minoque. This is my favorite number during my childhood time in late 80s. Still remember my eldest sister keeps on singing this song on and on and I sang together without knowing the lyrics :p
It was a funny moment when comes to think about it now.

In my imagination
There is no complication
I dream about you all the time
In my mind a celebration
The sweetest of sensation
Thinking you could be mine

In my imagination
There is no hesitation
We walk together hand in hand
I'm dreaming
You fell in love with me
Like I'm in love with you
But dreaming's all I do
If only they'd come true

REPEAT*
I should be so lucky
Lucky lucky lucky
I should be so lucky in love
I should be so lucky
Lucky lucky lucky
I should be so lucky in love

It's a crazy situation
You always keep me waiting
Because it´s only make believe
And I would come a-running
To give you all my loving
If one day you would notice me

My heart is close to breaking
And I can't go on faking
The fantasy that you'll be mine
I'm dreaming
That you're in love with me
Like I'm in love with you
But dreaming's all I do
If only they'd come true

REPEAT*

In my imagination
There is no hesitation
We walk together hand in hand
I'm dreaming
You fell in love with me
Like I'm in love with you
But dreaming's all I do
If only they'd come true

REPEAT*

WHATS A VIRUS!

My computer just recovered by virus attacked in a few minutes ago. What a released feeling! Whoever got attacked by virus just downloads Malwarebytes' Anti-Malware and scans your computer. Once completed removed the infected file. Make sure you close other windows and disconnect your internet connection. If not you won’t be able to complete the scan. There's another option in my mind if the virus removal is not effective ... Format your computer :)

HEART FEELING

I’m really tired tonight but I can’t resist writing either. Having so much work at the office and a tight dateline makes me feel like quitting my job. It’s not as easy as falling off a log just to complete a single task. Its need full capacity just to make sure there will be no error then consider done.

Whenever I login into my facebook, I kind of jealous reading people shout out travelling all over the world. Because that what I always want to do. I admit that I start up my career a little too late. That’s because I don’t know what’s life is. Scared with no confident, what’s a waste! But anyway, nothing should regrets, right? But still, deep down in my heart I’m sad looking at myself. How I struggle to build my self esteem, fixing all that broken, crawling to get out from my comfort zone and all that is not easy. I’m very thankful for having such patient in myself. Build in I guess :)

Anyway, I hope that I will not always poor. I really want to see a miracle in my life. I pray for hope to come true.

 

Love to see his character in boys over flower the series, his appearance is just so enticing! 

Normal life I don’t think he’s that charming. Can see it.

FAITH

So what is faith?
Faith is the confident belief or trust in the truth or trustworthiness of a person, idea, or thing.

What about trust?
As with trust, faith involves a concept of future events or outcomes, and is used conversely for a belief "not resting on logical proof or material evidence."

Sometimes I really kind of don’t know what to do. I saw others seek their God’s guide for a solution and they looks happy with the outcome but me … Yeah. I am Christian, I went for a bible class and active in the fellowship during my teenage and now my faith in Him is getting fade. I’m not sure why but I guess that it is because of the difficulties that I had in my life like will never end. Why is it very difficult for me to get something that I dream of? I pray a lot before, everything I thank Him and even now I do thank Him. I notice when Easter Day or Palm Sunday before is but now I seem like I never realize that day has passed. That's how much I left Him behind. Even my spirit to pray to Him everyday becomes less. I kind like give up in Him. Sometimes He makes me think like if He really exist, why don’t He help me? Even a tiny help, a tiny light that He show to me to get out from the darkness, I really appreciate it.

Some said, maybe I’m not a pure Christian that’s why I think like this. What is that?

WHAT YOU WAITING FOR?

by MIZZ NINA (ft COLBY O DONIS). A song for laughter, for tears, for madness, for fears, for hopes and for screams. Feel the happiness whenever listening to this song. Dance the life!

CHORUS – Colby
Baby I never seen someone wit your body
You make me wanna get this party started,
Hey baby come and tell me what's the score
Baby, baby, tell me, what chu, what chu, waiting for

CHORUS – Mizz Nina
Baby I never seen someone with your body
You make me wanna get a little naughty
Hey baby come and get me it's all your's
Baby, baby, tell me, what chu, what chu, waiting for

Colby
It's your birthday so tell me what you wanna do

Mizz Nina
It's my birthday I really wanna get with you

Colby
Drop the beat now and baby we can get it started

Mizz Nina
We'll go insane and take it to the after party

Colby
So what's your name, hey baby what's your name, oh yeah

Mizz Nina
Sexy's my name, yeah sexy is my name

Colby
Ok, and what's your game, hey baby what's your game

Mizz Nina
Ok I like to play, I, I like to play, ay,

REPEAT CHORUS – Colby
CHORUS – Mizz Nina

Colby
Hey sexy girl from kuala la la lumpur

Mizz Nina
Hey baby that's me, I'll be on the dancefloor

Colby
I got chu a surprise, we're poppin up in vip

Mizz Nina
And if I ask nice can I take you home with me

REPEAT CHORUS – Colby
CHORUS – Mizz Nina

Colby
Baby, lets get crazy, come on loose control, ol, ol

Mizz Nina
We're gonna tear up the after party, I know you want some more, oh, oh, oh

Colby
I wanna see ya, work that body, Drop it down real low, low, low

Mizz Nina
Hey baby, come and get me, tell me, what chu, what chu, what chu, what chu waiting for.

REPEAT CHORUS – Colby
CHORUS – Mizz Nina

CRY ME OUT

by PIXIE LOTT. A remarkable feature of music movement, its sentimental and its preoccupation with lot of the masses. I love this song so much ;)

I got your emails
You just don’t get females
Now, do you?
What’s in my heart
Is not in your head
Anyway..

Mate, you’re too late
And you weren’t worth the wait
Now, were you?
It’s out of my hands
Since you blew your last chance
When you played me

***
You’ll have to cry me out
You’ll have to cry me out
The tears that'll fall
Mean nothing at all
It’s time to get over yourself

Baby, you ain’t all that
Baby, there’s no way back
You can keep talking
But baby, I’m walking away
***

When I found out
How you messed me about
I was broken (heartbroken)
Back then I believed you
Now, I don’t need you
No more

The pic on your phone
Proves you weren’t alone
She was with you, yeah
Now, I couldn’t care
About who, what or where
We’re through

Repeat ***

Gonna have to cry me out
Gonna have to cry me out
Boy, there ain’t no doubt
Gonna have to cry me out

Won’t hurt a little bit
Boy, better get used to it
You can keep talking
But baby, I’m walking away

Repeat ***

You'll Have to cry me out
You'll Have to cry me out

TIRED

I am tired with people who never have dream in life. No matter how much you push and encouraging them they only make you exhausted. I begin to grow heartily tired of the etiquette and nonsense of this people brings.

YOU KNOW...

"Worry is the interest paid by those who borrow trouble..." It's true and I did borrowed them :(

I hope to pay it one day. By that time I have to sacrifice.

IS YOUR LIFE FULLFILLED AND MEANINGFUL?

Is there a way to find fulfillment, meaning and happiness in life? Do you find yourself engulfed in the waves of confusion and depression that is sweeping through the world right now? Are you losing grip and control of your life? Have you come to a point not knowing what is right and what is wrong anymore? There are times when I do wonder.

This time I wonder if I have best friend in life. I’m not sure if I ever have one but for my point of view best friend mean the one that together forever, never apart or maybe in distance, but never in heart. Some of them meeting that criteria just that I’m not that sure if... Leaving apart from my family since my young age is never a problem for me. Changing high schools and colleges make me meet a lot of people. Don’t misunderstand. I’m not having an attitude problem just that my father transferring me to a better ones. I never home sick or what so ever it is. I’m not. At the same time I make a lot of friends too. A friends that will say hi and bye and keeping in touch whenever want to. Some of them are kind of friend that can sit on a porch and swing with, never say a word, and then walk away feeling like it was the best conversation we’ve ever had, who sometime will ask how you are and then wait to hear the answer… Somehow, sometimes I feel empty.

Meeting a lot of people sometimes make me feel complicated. I mean meeting newly boy friend. I really want it to be friend. You know... no special feeling. But often they will feel different way. I’m not saying that I’m a hot person. Whenever people meet me they will fall in love to me. No… not like that. Just that, it often happen to me. They make me feel “harder to breath”. Now this can create unhealthy friendship.

As for me, I have guiding my life to stay happy as I trudge along life’s journey, be it mountain top (hopefully) or valley experiences. They helped me to be courageous, dare to be different and dare to break out of my comfort zones and to dream and see my dreams come true.

MY THOUGHT TODAY

When you say something, ask yourself three things: Is it TRUE, is it KIND, and is it NECESSARY? It's the same thing when you do something, ask yourself again: Is it KIND, and is it NECESSARY? Did you heard about Karma saying that "'what goes around will comes around" or "head of the snake will turn around and bite you in the butt" one day. It's true. So, be good to one another and have a clean heart :)

EID MUBARAK!

It’s a long holiday :) Muslims are celebrating Hari Raya today and tomorrow. Selamat Hari Raya to all muslim in Malaysia and Happy Holiday for non-muslim.

LOVE CONQUERS

What do you gain if you live selfishly, have the whole world in your hands, but lose your friends and your integrity? True love is powerful. It adds value to you and to others. In fact, it adds more value to you. As is often said, “It is more blessed to give than to receive”. For me it depends. Love just doesn’t come easily. Take time to love. Love doesn’t work if you don’t love each other. Doesn’t matter how affordable you are. Never win love with materials. If you think that’s the only way can make them fall in love with you, well... get ready with an awful life soon! Don’t be so confident that they are already fall to you just because they accepted your gift all the time.  Who doesnt like gift?? It’s a reality! Some, they just take it as a gift from a friend. Not more than that. Some, they just don’t care how crazy your feeling to them as long as they knows the limit its good enough already and they don't care! And some, they just tired of you tailgating all the time and started to make fool of you without you realize it. Excuse me… I think you deserve it since you’re so hard to understand the fact that “you're not my type though you're rich” or “my heart is taken and I treat you as a friend”. As we know contentment does not come from the material things that you have but from your heart. It’s your attitude that counts. Know the difference between a happy poor farmer and a filthy rich miserable man, a happy simple woman and a depressed A-list celebrity. So who do you want to be??

DO NOT COMPARE

You can never be happy if you keep comparing. Don’t compare what you have to the people around you and get upset. It's not that they have a better one than you. It's just that your own life needs some work to make it smoother.

Humans are stingy. They never get enough on what they have. Some they like to mess with other’s belonging. I say that these people they just don’t have self control. As long as they are happy that’s good enough for them. It doesn’t matter if their deed causing dreadful to others. Should we call them cold blooded human creature?? Or should we blame their family for not bringing up them with any proper training ground for life.

Personally I think that we must have a training ground on earth for our characters. We must have our self control in life. If you can’t control yourself, you are going to show your bad attitude to others or giving misery to their life. It’s just a matter of time. We must sense of strength that comes from memories of past difficulties that we've overcome (if any). If not, try to think rationally. Try to differentiate what is good for you and don’t make others unhappy. It might be that there is a pause in the criticism of others that helps you realize exactly how empty and void of meaning that kind of behavior is. You may need to protect what you value, and your values themselves in the near future, so remember the errors of history, and don't repeat them. Keep learning from one another and keep sharing the joy with one another.

COMPATIBILITY OR CONFLICT?

What do you do when you’re with someone and later only realize that he/she is not the right person for you? It’s still okay if you’re just a couple without a knot. How about if you’re married? Are you going to divorce? This is a BIG problem!


What am I saying here that I and my partner are very different people. I concerned with what I can touch and feel. The world of real things, things that are tangible, is what I deal in. My partner seems to base his life on a philosophy of freedom, independence and spontaneity. On a very fundamental level, this doesn’t fit in with who I am. And my partner is not likely to give me the assurance and comfort that I need — his lifestyle is not as reliant on habit and structure as mine. Socially, I may find that his brash and direct manner grates on my nerves. And from the other side, my partner could find that I am a little stuck in my ways and a little immovable in my opinions. He tends to change rapidly and adapt easily, which will be hard work for me to keep up with, let alone copy. This constant adjustment is going to be a crucial factor in whether or not I can make this relationship work. Sometimes I thought to leave him but somehow my patient make me to stay and get to it — it will and really take time, and I guess that make my relationship stronger. But still I have something left from deep down in my heart I keep on asking myself ... “am I happy?”