IS YOUR LIFE FULLFILLED AND MEANINGFUL?
Is there a way to find fulfillment, meaning and happiness in life? Do you find yourself engulfed in the waves of confusion and depression that is sweeping through the world right now? Are you losing grip and control of your life? Have you come to a point not knowing what is right and what is wrong anymore? There are times when I do wonder.
This time I wonder if I have best friend in life. I’m not sure if I ever have one but for my point of view best friend mean the one that together forever, never apart or maybe in distance, but never in heart. Some of them meeting that criteria just that I’m not that sure if... Leaving apart from my family since my young age is never a problem for me. Changing high schools and colleges make me meet a lot of people. Don’t misunderstand. I’m not having an attitude problem just that my father transferring me to a better ones. I never home sick or what so ever it is. I’m not. At the same time I make a lot of friends too. A friends that will say hi and bye and keeping in touch whenever want to. Some of them are kind of friend that can sit on a porch and swing with, never say a word, and then walk away feeling like it was the best conversation we’ve ever had, who sometime will ask how you are and then wait to hear the answer… Somehow, sometimes I feel empty.
Meeting a lot of people sometimes make me feel complicated. I mean meeting newly boy friend. I really want it to be friend. You know... no special feeling. But often they will feel different way. I’m not saying that I’m a hot person. Whenever people meet me they will fall in love to me. No… not like that. Just that, it often happen to me. They make me feel “harder to breath”. Now this can create unhealthy friendship.
As for me, I have guiding my life to stay happy as I trudge along life’s journey, be it mountain top (hopefully) or valley experiences. They helped me to be courageous, dare to be different and dare to break out of my comfort zones and to dream and see my dreams come true.
This time I wonder if I have best friend in life. I’m not sure if I ever have one but for my point of view best friend mean the one that together forever, never apart or maybe in distance, but never in heart. Some of them meeting that criteria just that I’m not that sure if... Leaving apart from my family since my young age is never a problem for me. Changing high schools and colleges make me meet a lot of people. Don’t misunderstand. I’m not having an attitude problem just that my father transferring me to a better ones. I never home sick or what so ever it is. I’m not. At the same time I make a lot of friends too. A friends that will say hi and bye and keeping in touch whenever want to. Some of them are kind of friend that can sit on a porch and swing with, never say a word, and then walk away feeling like it was the best conversation we’ve ever had, who sometime will ask how you are and then wait to hear the answer… Somehow, sometimes I feel empty.
Meeting a lot of people sometimes make me feel complicated. I mean meeting newly boy friend. I really want it to be friend. You know... no special feeling. But often they will feel different way. I’m not saying that I’m a hot person. Whenever people meet me they will fall in love to me. No… not like that. Just that, it often happen to me. They make me feel “harder to breath”. Now this can create unhealthy friendship.
As for me, I have guiding my life to stay happy as I trudge along life’s journey, be it mountain top (hopefully) or valley experiences. They helped me to be courageous, dare to be different and dare to break out of my comfort zones and to dream and see my dreams come true.
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